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[Tuesday July 18th, 2006 10:37am] so i'm glad i have friends who stick by me thru everything. hah/ delicate [5] kiss

[Monday June 26th, 2006 1:48pm] [ music | colour revolt ] ok. so brand new was incredible. and wierd. and soo soo unpredictable. we got down there at 12 and kayla almost got in an accident witht his ca of grandparents and their grandkids. we were #8 in line. got pizza for everyone there and chilled with a whole bunch of people. it was raining out when me, sarah and kayla went to get the pizza and just like in the movies a truck drove by and splashed us, completely soaking us. (i was wet until mid way through brand new's set.) so doors at 6. we went and got shirts and things and i got one of the 25 limited edition posters (yay). we were up against the barricade the entire show. first band was horrible. dont even know their name. 2nd opener was colour revolt. try a mix between cursive, idiot pilot, and mewithoutyou. INCREDIBLE. and they were really nice. so brand new comes on. ohmygod. words cannot describe. but 5 songs in ash got her nose hurt and i got out for like 3 songs to help her out and everything then immediately got back up to the front cause people are stupid and let me through. and melissa traded spots for me for the encore so i was RIGHT UP front. it was AWESOMEEEEEE. so then we chilled in the parking lot until a little after 12 30 and met jesse lacey. jdfshjdf so then we drove back up to a town and got steak n shake and i crashed. this is really brief but just know that it was amazing. delicate [0] kiss

[Sunday June 18th, 2006 11:29am] wow. this last week has been....crazy. all i can say is steph, i love you. lyndsee, i miss you. and uptight people need to calm down because if you let it, everything will work out. there's no reason to worry about something you can't change. life is good. delicate [1] kiss

[Saturday May 27th, 2006 11:56am] [ music | jimi hendrix- crosstown traffic ] OH MY GOD i cant believe its summer. school is out i dont have to worry about grades i dont have to worry about much of anything except work and my mom being....retarded but anyway theres sooo many things id like to do this summer so if you'd like to come let me knowww +tubing in helen +movie marathons +lake lanier water park +kayaking +thrifting ALLL DAY +chalk murals +riding bikes in the parks downtown +little 5/walks in downtown (marta to get there) +anything else you can think of aww im soo excited delicate [3] kiss

[Monday May 22nd, 2006 6:53pm] [ music | the mars volta ] i do not belong or fit in in alpharetta. people do not like me. my closest friend is dating a loser who takes up all of her time my former best friend is very insecure lately. and our friendship isnt doing too well. ive been depressed a lot lately and my friends cant deal with it and decide to just let me be. which makes it worse i hate my job i hate school i dont know what im going to do this summer i feel really really lonely, tired, confused and in all honesty i really just need any of my former close friends to come back into my life and help me through this like you used to. cause i really cant do this by myself... help? delicate [7] kiss

[Monday May 1st, 2006 10:35pm] [ music | john mayer trio ] i am in such a bad situation and i am so confused delicate [1] kiss

[Friday April 21st, 2006 7:50am] BRAND NEW IS THE 25TH OF JUNE. I AM GETTING THERE AT 4 OR EARLIER. LYNDSEE AND MELYSSA--IF YOU DON'T GET YOUR TICKET BEFORE THEY SELL OUT, I WILL CRY. AND PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE. oh and new goo goo dolls comes out the 25th of this month...if you have it and wanna send it to me, that'd be cool. wish i was going to the show. :/ delicate [2] kiss

[Wednesday April 19th, 2006 11:42pm] [ music | explosions in the sky ] i have come to the conclusion that i am the kind of person that a lot of people like, but don't want to be close friends. will never be able to have a steady relationship (friendship or the other kind of relationship) while in high school. would date older guys...but that just gets weird... need someone to bounce my creativity off of. need more guy friends gets really excited about music. makes someone listen to a song and asks them 10 secs into it what they think. i can form opinions that fast. i find that i'm always just barely content. i think casual sex is humorous. i dont know when to be confident and when to be modest, don't know my boundries. i dont have boundries. i dont have morals. i dont have regrets. I always think that the friends i have don't want to be around me, that they're bored of me, that i've changed them, made them unhappier. i don't remember conversations with people. i don't really remember what i've said to anyone lately. i'm the kind of person who tries to be excited and satisfied. but things just don't work out. delicate [2] kiss

[Sunday April 9th, 2006 3:18pm] [ music | p groove ] so spring break has been fucking weird. went to florida. partied. came back. crashed. my mom went out of town so i stayed with lyndsee. her stepdad kicked me out. steph picked me up, calmed me down. we went to mall of ga. and now everyone is trying to get me to eat. they dont realize that i can take care of myself. i miss being able to talk to more people. i miss having someone to care about. i miss the whole boyfriend thing. i feel like i could be more commited now. but there's noone to really be commited to. shame that it always works out that way... got my dave ticket. im going to 2 or 3 of them plus bonaroo plus 10klf...hopefully. plus brand new. sweet. delicate [2] kiss

[Saturday March 25th, 2006 12:01pm] [ music | ben harper ] there's no love like a lost love. no pain like a broken heart. Arrive, open your eyes, I'm freeing you. delicate [3] kiss

[Saturday March 11th, 2006 10:58am] [ music | dispatch ] so ive been thinking. like REALLY thinking about everything lately. i feel like ive grown up so much just in this past year and the summer and everything. im really different. i used to get so excited about things, shows, stupid parties, hanging out with people, all of that. and now i dont. god i was so different. i went to church and the people i hung out with were so...innocent compared to now. not that thats a bad thing. in the slightest. it was just...different. it was fun but i dont know that i miss it. the old crew from the start of summer and the end of last school year was nice. we always had fun. and now i dont talk to any of them. and i used to hang out with kristine and steph but now i dont so much. and i just really have no idea what happened. but it seems like it was so far away. especially last summer. as beautiful as it was. it was just so far away. i dont know. this is a pointless, reasonably shallow post. anyway... delicate [3] kiss

[Thursday March 9th, 2006 4:33pm] i hate this fucking town. and all of you in it. delicate [3] kiss

[Thursday March 2nd, 2006 8:28pm] [ music | the cult ] flying spinning violent. shouting crying feeling alive. i cant see it. i cant feel it. but you're so clear through fog and shots of gin i chugged that bottle. i hit that hard. i held you close. and we danced until we couldnt remember. i still cant remember. its not a side effect. delicate [0] kiss

[Saturday February 25th, 2006 10:10pm] [ music | digital ash in a digital urn ] i broke down and cried at work today. i have never felt so tired so unfufilled. i feel like i'm tripping in the worst way possible. i am making myself sick. i came home and put on my brother's biggest flannel shirt and im going to steph's. and everything is gonna be alright. delicate [2] kiss

[Monday February 13th, 2006 5:12pm] [ music | none ] i dont wanna talk about it. i dont wanna talk to you about it. i dont wanna think about it i dont wanna think about you. get me a drink get me a line get me a hit get me a dose i dont wanna think about it. delicate [1] kiss

[Monday February 13th, 2006 7:56am] [ music | john mayer ] mmk panic! at the disco/the academy is... is sold out for thursday. i have 2 tickets and for some reason am having a difficult time getting rid of them. buy them off me? delicate [3] kiss

[Tuesday January 31st, 2006 1:27pm] [ music | tily and the wall ] so. i'm alive&&stuff. it seems like all i hang out with these days is lyndsee. it's winter...so i don't really like a bunch of people? anxiety attacks are a bit more frequent. that's more in my head though. probably. little 5 this weekend. a couple parties. summer's getting closer. if it's anything like last summer...it'll be 78346754 times better than this school year. i'm tired of my music. if you want to burn me a couple cds. or even a mix. i'll love you. anyway. i'm alive. delicate [0] kiss

[Thursday January 12th, 2006 8:43pm] [ music | maria taylor-xanax ] i am not one to dwell in the past but. I miss the summer. there. i said it. delicate [3] kiss

[Thursday January 5th, 2006 8:30pm] [ music | the faint on record. ] conclusion. i have no friends. people are selfish. cool. delicate [10] kiss

[Sunday January 1st, 2006 12:31am] [ music | hendrix ] happy fucking new year assholes. i havent had enough to drink. and my mom isn't letting me go out. ho hum. delicate [4] kiss

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